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At BIAFF 2010 Peter Owden and Gusano Productions won a 4-Star Award with Can You Survive?

DARK SCARS

- the making of -

Can You Survive?

Can You Survive? is a dark, uncomfortable film. Its lead character, Darren, has a fatal illness and is obsessed by internet porn. Through interactive computer links he forms a connection with a young woman whose life has been ruined after a drug-rape. And there is - or may be - a quasi-religious and political cult involved. It is presented with many distorted visuals and pounding pieces of music to suggest drugged and mentally disturbed states.

Can You Survive? started as a concept for a song whilst I was lead singer and lyricist of alternative metal band "Cold Monkey" in late 1998. The theme was how many abhorrent influences there are in the world and how it appears that "everyone is out to mess you up or rip you off" so it is a wonder how we survive at all.

The image of newly born turtles making that treacherous crawl for the sea, which in itself is infested with lurking dangers, always sprung to mind when I worked on this concept. In many ways I found myself almost overwhelmed, or even paranoid that I was only a few steps away from a trap that I would never be able to get out of.

Somehow I did survive the following decade and the concept appeared again as an idea for a feature length film. It would be the third and final part of my Obsession trilogy.

Still from 'I Never Saw Wall of Voodoo'.
I Never Saw Wall of Voodoo

The concept was reshaped into the first approximation of its current form. In my short films The Id Girl and Never Saw Wall of Voodoo the protagonists represented the loner and also the loser in society, individuals that have chosen to succumb to their obsessions rather than to face the daily struggle in the outside world.

They are characters that have simply slipped off the edge of an overloaded cereal bowl. But they have fallen into a space where obsessions take complete control.

Still from 'Id Girl'.
Id Girl

The web has become the obsessive's favourite playground

Still from 'Can You Survive?'.The internet dominates our lives more each year as it expands. That unhealthy but safe world in one's own obsessions has become a fruitful hunting ground for those that make the real world so unappealing. It's no longer safe to hide away from it all; unless of course you don't use the internet. However, the web has become the obsessive's favourite playground and almost too much for some to resist.

Being a fan of horror exploitation films since I was a young teenager I wanted to make sure my first feature fell into that genre, but it was imperative to appear to have climbed the intellectual ladder since those days. Having watched endless hours of sexy horror flicks I found that once the naked female form appeared, my attention was dragged quite happily away from the plot. Therefore, it was important to make sex appear as the dominant theme and utilise its trickery. But eventually it had to become uninviting and repugnant as the protagonist enters a state far darker than most. This allows the audience an uncomfortable insight into how his obsession infects his mind. We witness him become aroused rather than seducing the audience into becoming aroused. This, I felt, would be more exploitative than those films I had seen in my teenage years.

He took the film to a level that even disturbed me!

Still from 'Can You Survive?'.Still from 'Can You Survive?'.I approached a gang of writers, the Pasha Dogs -in particular Steve Jones - with whom I had worked on Never Saw Wall of Voodoo. He is someone I knew and trusted to build up the flesh of the story and finally write the screenplay. After thousands of emails to and fro, Steve embarked on the unenviable task of putting the script together. He did it with lightning speed. What he produced took the film to a level that even disturbed me!

It inspired me to look deeper into the project and explore areas that I had not originally planned, especially in the make-up of the Church of the Fallen Seraphim.

Personally I have always had a Kafkaesque view of religious organisations. I felt that paranoia and fear generally rode in tandem with the promise of love and resolution. It was with glee that I realised that Steve had documented this so poetically within the script.

I AM your horror queen

Still from 'Can You Survive?'.Searching for our female lead (Karina) proved difficult at first. The film was hard to pigeonhole. I had advertised that we were making an exploitation horror film, which conjures up visions of big-breasted, naked victims like those in the Grindhouse movies of the seventies. I then re-titled the ad as "artsploitation" hoping to attract a discerning actress, and using the tagline "Be My Horror Queen".

I was delighted by an overwhelming response. But it was a reply titled "I AM your horror queen!" that caught my eye more than the rest, from Polish actress Lena Mascara. There was no question of audition, this girl had decided for me! When I met her in a bar in East London, the moment she walked through the door, I knew I had found our girl.

Still from 'Can You Survive?'.

Lena Góra (born April 21, 1990 in Gdan'sk, Poland), more commonly known as Lena Mascara, is a stage and screen actress and former photo model. Mascara became known for her conceptual art performances around London and Paris".
- Wikipedia.

Staring down a dark abyss took its toll

Still from 'Can You Survive?'.Christmas 2008 became the most difficult period of the film's production for me as I had filmed at least 70% of the footage and constantly staring down a dark abyss finally took its toll on me. It was a colleague who pointed out the obvious: if you spend enough time with people who have colds you will eventually be infected. By analogy that was happening to me. It seemed that I could see no light at the end of the tunnel at all. There seemed little chance of completing the film and its subject matter was not helping the situation. Thankfully I am surrounded by a supportive wife and friends. As the evenings got lighter, so did my outlook.

One area of the film which I believe is important is the use of soundtrack. We all agree that the music score defines the mood of movies and Tom Janssen's atmospheric composition "is" Can You Survive? To portray a feeling of a repetitive existence required the use of a continual tinnitus sound. I am told that suicide is common in those with this affliction, so I figured that this is how I wanted to symbolise Darren's dismay at his own life. The mechanical and haunting piano themes that appear within the film represent the sorrowful repetitive lives that the two main characters endure: one from paranoia, the other from physical trauma.

I am reminded of how there have been some very difficult and trying times in the process of piecing it all together, but I seem to have forgotten this. Now the prospect of a new project starts to rise over the horizon, and I start to get that feeling trembling through my mind which proves to me, that film making is what I live for. I am broody for further work and when you watch Can You Survive? I hope you will wish for me to continue.


Production Notes

  • Can You Survive? was filmed using the SONY PD170, SONY HVR-V1U, Panasonic GS400 DV cameras and also a JVC VHSc camera. It was edited on a PC using Corel Ulead VideoStudio Pro 11.5 and Adobe Premier and After Effects.
  • Due to work and family commitments, the gaps between shoots were wide and any spare weekend or evening that could be used, was. However from completion of script to final shoot was over a period of fourteen months throughout 2008 and 2009.
  • Peter Owden wrote the opening sequence with translation into Polish by Lukasz Starr. The bulk of the script was written by Steve Jones within a couple of months. The planning, emailing and developing of ideas between the production team lasted around nine months prior to writing, excluding an initial different idea for the plot of the film.
  • During filming, director Peter Owden changed various sequences within the script due to difficulty in shooting, plot re-direction and editing the flow of the plot. The original screenplay lost two characters and many pages of dialogue from the final edit, including a disturbing scene featuring tentacles …
  • The idea of the ethos for the Church of the Fallen Seraphim derives from a collection of beliefs held by many religious organisations based in East Grinstead, West Sussex. That is the director and writer's childhood home town. Various sequences were filmed in this location also.
  • A dream like sequence during the protagonist's drug experience was filmed in a huge disused mental asylum in Hellingly, East Sussex, which has been derelict for ten years. This was fortuitous as the demolition of the building has now commenced.
  • The film was finally completed in July 2009, but was not shown until a private screening at the four star Buxted Park Hotel, Uckfield, East Sussex to an invited audience on Sunday 21st September 2009. Copies of it on DVD are available free on request. We hope that CYS? can be uploaded in its entirety onto the web at some point.
  • The movie's protagonist Darren is portrayed by the film's producer and director Peter Owden, under the pseudonym Moses Hills. (The name was generated using the "porn name game" rules: first pet's name and mother's maiden name ). His reluctance to play the part was finally overcome when he lost three consecutive castings of the role.
  • The film's website www.canyousurvivemovie.co.uk was designed and built by the scriptwriter Steve Jones. The site includes the movie trailer, an interview with star Lena Mascara and in depth details on earlier Gusano productions.
  • The Spanish name "Gusano" meaning "worm" or "maggot". It was a nickname given to Peter by older pupils at his comprehensive school during the eighties. This derogatory name was part of the constant bullying tactics which have moulded Peter's unique view of the world since. Those bullies therefore helped light his creative path in the dark side of the wood. Peter wears a tattoo of a cockroach on his right arm in homage to a similar incident of name calling.
  • The next "Gusano" production is entitled StormOverBudapest based on an aborted Peter Owden novel of the same name ©1995 Dirty Ballerina Publications. It will be Peter's most adventurous project to date and will reach into corners of his mind that even he didn't know existed!
Still from 'Can You Survive?'.
Still from 'Can You Survive?'.
Still from 'Can You Survive?'.
Still from 'Can You Survive?'.

- Peter Owden, Gusano Productions, Sussex, England 2010

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